Love and light.

Oh life, why must you be so precarious? Just when I had reached a point of security and happiness over the weekend from being with my mom and grandma, you throw another curve ball in my direction. I was full of love and light, and now, I’m scrambling desperately for funds to stay in the place that I deem “home” before Friday… at which point we will be without a home.

After talking with my mother, at length, I came to the conclusion that I should be thankful for these life lessons that I keep getting bombarded with. I have also come to the conclusion that I should be facing these challenges head on, and with love. “Express love for each obstacle that you must traverse.” To be thankful for the  lessons that I am learning, is something I have yet to learn, but in time, I feel that I will become a guru of all things challenging. I feel I have chosen these lessons to be learned in this life, thus raising the bar for myself and those around me. I am trying my hardest to place my Faith in the Higher Power that puts everything in motion, reminding myself constantly that things DO get better, and that they will. A hard reminder to keep in place, in such hard times.

I suppose the point of this post is to enlighten everyone of where we are, and to express my deepest gratitude for all the prayers that have gone out on behalf of Jeff and myself. They are most assuredly appreciated, as well as the positive affirmations, thoughts and love. I have to remind myself that this is just a phase, and that everything in time fades. Everything, that is, but Love.

Now, off I go to wander the internet and get lost in hypnotic music. Love and light.